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Showing posts with label addiction. Show all posts
Showing posts with label addiction. Show all posts

Escaping the bottomless of the hell

 


Written in September 2019

It wasn't our choice. Being imprisoned in a house belongs to a certain army organization was my worst nightmare ever, meanwhile, we started to have fun as girls, and make everything around looks much spirited. 


Bathroom parts were the best, dreary women enter with giant bags of make up and well-hidden champagne bottles, pouring themselves a drink and smoking smuggled weed in bathtubs, while sitting on toilet seats and crouching on the floor. 

Lunatic J., Chapter four: Show must go on

 


Chapter four: Show must go on

 

Theatres are the places where the truth is revealed whereas everyone think otherwise.

Theatres allow you to speak, open the curtains for you as well as your eyes have been open to see the truth through everything, it's your stage, it's your show, avoid crowds preferences, avoid their murmurs, avoid their slurs, not all of them like the truth, most of them are hypocrites, little dolls operated by evilness, unlucky, miserable ones who chose the darkness over the light.

The cursed shore, Chapter one: the vision

 


visual art by: 

Guillaume Tronel

Everyone should stay calm, the ambient light should be dim, the sound of the silence helps the band to perform well for the few audiences attending in the studio they perform at, it’s a padded tiny room that splits the instruments’ vibrations and waves from the outside world.

 

Daria, Chapter three: family collapsing/apocalypse "final chapter"

 


Artwork by: Elmaghreabi

Chapter three: family collapsing/apocalypse

 

As Mr. Ian invited Daria to volunteer again into house functions, Daria came according to his demand and after he spoke about his genuine intentions towards her and clarified this misunderstanding between them.

 

He was goggling at Daria meanwhile

Borderline diary




Hello, your favorite borderline has come again 

It's been a tough time 

Full of mood swings and yet still

Full of fights with everyone 

The basket baller

 


If I would choose a line or a slogan for my life it wouldn't be otherwise transparency.


No one actually sees me or insinuate a positive intention towards me... everyone is skipping my name during hangouts and my name is totally ignored except for sports timing...

The survival

 





I dismissed my alarm,
this job is no longer useful for me as long as I'm still dwelling this place,

it feels like a torture, a pain I can't detach from, a stigma that follows me wherever I go.

my stepfather used to abuse me and my mom, therefore my mom escaped and left me isolated with him, caged in like his prey until he sexually assaulted me, all the reputations claim me to be satisfied over his behavior, but no one really knows how I struggle everyday and think of a serious exit out of this tragic scene...

A cat rescued an addict!

 


what if a little cat was a reason why a drug addict quit and start a serious detox without relapse!?

"James Bowen" was an English musician who plays in streets and exploit traffic to earn money for living,

whereas he was paying his revenues only for buying drugs,

but one day he made a pact for his treater that he would give up addiction and turn his deterioration into a fine uplifting,

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